So strange! I found this picture very uncomfortable to draw. It brought up many fears and insecurities, yet it is what I truly want to do. I want to take GYOG to the world! I already present seminars to groups of up to 24 people. If I can do it for 24, then I can do it for 2400!
But, who I am to say/think/wish/dream of doing such a thing?
THAT’S where the unease came in.
What if people think I’m doing it for ego? What if others say “what gives her the right?”
The moment I faced this fear the words of Marianne Williamson spun into my head at 6 million miles per hour … (you know the ones) …
“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It’s not just in some of us; it’s in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”
At that point I realised that the idea of talking about GYOG to 2400 people isn’t even the ultimate for me.
And we’re talking pulling in our ULTIMATE intentions here.
This picture symbolises the Ultimate GYOG Goal. It’s a reproduction of the image I drew on my Lettting Go lantern last night.
Those things around the outside aren’t lots of pointed penises. They are houses. And GYOG is growing on a global level, in EVERY household in EVERY country.
DID YOU HEAR THAT ALAN SUGAR/PETER GREEN/SOLAR POWERED FRIDGE MAGNET?????!!!!
I also drew this (below). It is a picture of meeting the right connections and contacts for me to launch Gorgeousness Internationally. It reminds me of WWII for some reason.
Must be the khaki and flags. A military operation? And why does that woman look American?
*Shrugs and posts*